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June 8, 2013


....and if i die this very moment, that would make him the final....


venue...check
reception...check
church...check
pastor...check
the gown...check
the bridesmaid...

RRRIIIIINNNNNNGNGNGNG....

"Hello?"
"oy Pong, ok ka lang ba jan? wala na akong load eh. papunta na kami. Hintay ka lang ha, kalma ka lang.."

"Marie, mukang mas hysterical ka pa sa kin."

"Ah, Ha?! Ganun ba? Oh sige. may kailangan ka pa ba? wala na? ah, teka, siguro kelangan mag pa-ayos na kami noh, hehe."

"maaga pa kaya. Maya pang alastres yun eh. siguro dapat pumunta muna kayo dito?"

"oh, sige. bye."

"B-(click..tut-tut-tut) bye..ay naku."



TUTUT..TUTUT



message: pong! jan na ba c lanz?! uy, gurl, hrap maghnap ng gift ha. anu, ppunta n q.(riogna 0921....)

reply: .,cge pnta ka na puh.



"hello, lanz, hanap ka ng kapatid mo. ba't hindi pa kayo sabay papunta dito?... ha? bakit, saan ba xa. ...ay naku..hehe...ba't iba boses mo...sige sige...nyak...hehe.topak...sige, bye."



(sigh) huh.. bridesmaid...crossout. bridesmaids...check.

groom...well...hehe..

bride...



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31 may 2013

what a bright day! ewan ko ba.. one of the times i want to shout out, Thank you LOrd, I am alive. haha. and i like the feeling that i am living. dala na rin siguro a i have a blessed family, blessed job, blessed boyfriend..er...fiance(sigh smile)--yup, we're soon to be married. how great it is when you are to tie the knot with a fellow christian. it's really great being contented.



at malamang masaya ang buhay dahil na rin sa mga out-of-this-world kng mga kaibigan-oops, i'm sounding pretty much like...unlike me, hehe-- na wala nang ginawa kundi ibahin ang takbo ng mundo ko.



it's as if it was only yesterday, we were here in my house, talking about ideal guys, munching fries, watching movies, celebrating birthdays, enduring trial after trial.



i remember one particular friday night 5 years ago. we had an all-girls-night-out. marie, the sports addict, with two kids aqt that, did the spaghetti, Riogna, a soc-sci teacher and a law student, arranged the "venue"and turned my house into a pillow haven. lanz, the multitasking writer slash musician slash dj whatever rented CDs and tried this CD and that for our music and entertainment.

"wala pa ba si arnel?" i asked Rio who was blowing bubbles and balloons at the door.

"wala pa eh. bakit?"

"sabi nya kasi dadaan siya. may sasabihin siguro saglit."

"itext mo na lang tol." MArie's voice from the kitchen. "Ang tagal ni Lorry ha. ayoko gabihin, alam niyo naman ang mga anak ko."

"uwian mo na lang ng pagkain," lanz suggested, trying to tune my always out of tune guitar."darating daw ba si lorry?"

"Sabi niya eh," sabi ko. medyo nagtataka bakit,at the mention of Lorry's name, kinabahan ako.

"anjan na si lorry!" rio announced.

"anjan na pala eh..anong problema ng gitara mo bat ayaw magpatono...?"

"Hi guys!!" a jovial disposition paired with a big body.

"yuck! amoy chiko ka..!"

"yabang mo Rio ah..syempre nakipag-hang-out munaq...lanz, may gig bukas ha!"

"sure."

i tried to smile. "Handa lang namin yung food."

tas hindi ko na alam yung nagyari. parang hinila ko ata si lanz, o sumunod sya sakin. basta alam ko tiningnan ko si Rio, nakuha niya ata message ko. i'm not so sure anymore. nartinig ko lang "MArie, andito na si Lorry." si lanz ba o si rio.

"oh sige. punta na ako.. oh, ano nagyari sa yo pong? hi lorry!?

"uy girl, no problema mo?" rio asked.

"i dunno.. may premonition talaga ako na...i..i just feel there's something wrong." i bit my thumb, i remember i did coz i also remembered lanz telling me to chew on food not thumb.

"tsaka na lang natin intindihin pag dumating na..kaya mo yan...handa na tayo..rio, help..hehe"