.help me set myself free from what you and i have put me through. i still lack the courage to tell you that what we are doing is not what i really want.
. i deserve more than a mere body heat can offer. i deserve a loving kiss, a tender touch...not your expression of what you think i want to feel...
.i deserve someone who can love me the way i am, not because i can give him what he can't get from others.
.i can be your lover...never your whore. and if there comes a day that you'll force them in one place, i'll walk away. i'll never let you be the first to say goodbye. i'll walk away thinking that there is no loss. i have loved...only that i have given it purely, with no pretense whatsoever.
.i can always look at your eyes with no guilt.unless you tell me when love becomes a sin.
.i'll never drown in pity that you don't love me.
.because if there's something i really trully deserve, it's the respect for myself, and that is what i call true love.
.i may have loved you this much but i will not stoop at what you think i am.
.cut it out.
.don't try to make me what i am not.