...maybe it's because i'm listening to this song:
i can't take it what am i waiting for
my heart is still breaking i miss you even more
and i can't fake it the way i could before
i hate you but i love you
i can't stop thinking of you
it's true i'm stuck on you
....so you see, i had already expected that he would drift away as soon as possible...this tuesday,i had half-expected that the last week's wednesday wouldn't happen anymore...i had sensed the clues...well i was right...
...i was only wrong with one thing....i didn't pay attention to "half-expectations"--that it meant only half of me was expecting the worst...the other half was, yet again, stuck in the make-believe world...
...i keep seeing yesterday why we got to play these games we play...