had enough

After listening to Lifehouse’s Had Enough (featuring Daughtry—I didn’t know that two of my favorite bands collaborated in this song which steadily grows on me) while looking at Jupiter (yes, the brightest not-twinkling “star” we can see in our night sky is Jupiter) 2 am of October 14th, I thought it all made sense. Hehe. 

I’m finally saying goodbye (or probably said it already without realizing) and I’m quite happy about it.

Affection can really be a burden.

Loneliness pacing up and down these hallways
Secondguessing every thought
Mystified, just spinning ‘round in circles
Drowning in the silent screaming with nothing left to say

Everytime I reach for you, there’s no one there to hold on to
Nothing left for me to miss, I’m letting go, letting go of this
Lost my mind thinking it through, the light inside has left me too
Now I know what empty is, I’ve had enough, I’ve had enough of this.

I believe that love should be a reason
To give and get back in return (to give and get back in return)
I wanna breathe in a new beginning
With someone who will wrap her arms around what’s left of me

Everytime I reach for you, there’s no one there to hold onto
Nothing left for me to miss, I’m letting go, letting go of this
Lost my mind thinking it through, the light inside has left me too
Now I know what empty is, I’ve had enough, I’ve had enough of this.

Inside I’m barely holding on
There’s something that’s already gone
Inside of me a world is in this all alone

Everytime I reach for you, there’s no one there to hold on to
Nothing left for me to miss, I’m letting go of this
Lost my mind thinking it through, the light inside has left me too
Now I know what empty is, I’ve had enough, I’ve had enough of this.

Everytime I reach for you, there’s no one there to hold on to
Nothing left for me to miss, I’m letting go, letting go of this
Lost my mind thinking it through, the light inside has left me tooNow I know what empty is, I’ve had enough, had enough of this
Oh whoa, oh, I’ve had enough, had enough of this