Joyce, Maria and I went home together last Wednesday evening—erm, I mean Thursday morning ( I got confused with my abnormal job schedule). It has been awhile since the Mogwai event (Karen where are you?).
We are starting to miss the old place and company once again and right now, we are in the middle of planning to live in a house in
. Due to our work schedules, it is best for us to rent a house near our work areas. I am torn between getting excited or not in this plan. Somehow, I know it will solve my most of my problems. But of course, once I step outside the comforts of my home, I know I have to start learning how to live real far from my family. Makati
I’m sick and tired of staying in our
house. I thought my family would be able to move to a different area this summer. Move to a bigger place. Move to a better environment. Move to a place that can provide my poor cell phone a good signal. And since we didn’t transfer anywhere but remained in that cat-shit hole (I’m not cursing—this is but an understatement to how many cats exist in that area), I start to rebel against my parents, the house and the cats. Caloocan
I usually go home a little bit grumpy, dissatisfied (caused not only by the house itself but because of how poorly I do my summer job). I vent out my anger on my unpredictable brother, my indifferent father, my whiny mother (please note that I only say this out of boredom and plain ignorance of how much they love me…if they really do).
So having companions in these turbulent times keeps my insanity and enables me to look forward to another day ahead. Look forward to a day where I will be able to move freely and do every single thing that I really want. That day will come once I move out of the cat hole.
My plan with Maria and Joyce is not the first. I thought of living with my friends since I was in 3rd year college. That’s how impatient I was to live my life the way I want it. After college, I had the taste of it.
Now that I am restless, I think I need a fresher air to breathe (which is yet an irony…Hello,